january 2005:
-had acid induced sex
-was mistaken for a prostitute by a cop

february 2005:
-sang portishead songs
-my friend killed himself

march 2005:
-quit my job at mcdonalds
-had my heart smashed

april 2005: the month of sin
-charged with possesion with intent to traffic
-drug overdose
-connections with cocaine dealer revealed to my father

may 2005:
-first anniversary of the end of my only important romantic relationship
-my heart is shattered

june 2005:
-graduated from high school
-drove in a camero

july 2005:
-went to bearlys for the first time
-said 'fuck you antigonish' and smashed the windows at my highschool

august 2005:
-moved to halifax
-aged one more year and got a new tattoo to celebrate

september 2005:
-learned how to play how to disappear completely
-had one of the worst experiences of my life

october 2005:
-started school
-made my flask my best friend

november 2005:
-edie sedgwick became my best friend
-realized a cat and a flask were my best friends

december 2005:
- andy moved out
-passed out at 11pm on new years eve

the year started and ended on horrible notes.
and in between is so mediocre i feel like punching myself