i want to be a band

i bought a drum machine today on ebay

i've wanted to buy one for about a month now.
because i want to start playing music in the city.
no one will ever come see a show because of me, but it would be fun to do more than busking on streets.
i want it to be sort of along the ligns of portishead/the sneaker pimps.
i'm trying to find a way that i can afford a hammond. or a rhodes.
if i quit smoking, drinking and eating i could spend the 1000 i have right now to buy a used organ/synth.
hahaha that will never happen. so i guess getting a job it is.

some girls at junk and foibles like the sweater i painted, and the bag i made. they said they don't have any bags to sell, and that i should meet with their owner to see if i could sell them through the store. i think that would be great. each bag costs me about 20 cents to make.

i've got many things on my mind