booze,drugs and halifaxlocals:main killers of my brain cells

locals is deteriorating my brain. especially when people underestimate by recording abilities. i'm probably the least confident person in the world, but i'm GOOD at what i do. very good. i could kick all of your asses at creating a reverb room. or miking a drum kit. or fixing a botched vocal track.
the audio engineering labour market is just fine, thanks. maybe not at first, but i'm willing to take my chances, even if i have to create a market myself.