fresh start.... maybe?

so, after the past few months, i think it's time for a pretty fresh start.
it's time to take care of myself.

i had a conversation with my teacher lil about 2 months ago. we discussed me taking time off of school, figuring stuff out, and then coming back to finish.
i automatically said no, because i didn't want to put that burden on my parents.
we had the same conversation today, and it seemed like a very very very good idea.
i would take off april, may and june, then come back in july for a semester.

i'm also in line to get a new apartment. my friend nicole is going to take my place until june, then she's going to move into my new place. which will either be brent's old place on church street, or a place on windsor my mom found. or the place on robie. who knows.

i'm also thinking of going to a centre in dartmouth for a little bit. maybe. it might help. but i don't know about that. we'll see.

i've got high hopes for the next few months. i think i'm done trying to solve a problem that is apparently un-solvable. at least for right now, i think it's best to leave it alone. i need to focus on making things better for myself.