signing out

i went to visit her in the hospital at 10 this morning.
i got there just in time to hear her being told she was going to die.

i got her some water and she told me to eat some chocolate because i was too thin. she used to be fat. but now's she's too thin.
i told her about my house,my school,my kitten. she was excited about the kitten.
when i got home all i thought about was when i was 9, my grandfather died. my dad was really upset and didnt want to upset us, so we went to her house for the night. she took us to see the horses at her neighbor's farm. then we played scrabble and ate pie.