syphilis is the enemy
tonight fucking sucked my fucking balls
i read something i really am not emotionally stable enough to have read.
that person is walking in my fucking shoes. regarding someone else. and it hurts more than i've let it hurt in a long time.
what sucks even more was that i automatically wanted to do what i also do in these emotionally crippling situations, which is probably doing nothing but damaging my psychosis even more.
i may be a sinning slave of sensation, but it takes my mind off the fact that i have no feelings for anyone,and that i am so much more afraid of what feelings others have for me. it takes my mind off of it for a few days.
just like $32 of candy takes my mind off of it.
and damn, that candy was good
i read something i really am not emotionally stable enough to have read.
that person is walking in my fucking shoes. regarding someone else. and it hurts more than i've let it hurt in a long time.
what sucks even more was that i automatically wanted to do what i also do in these emotionally crippling situations, which is probably doing nothing but damaging my psychosis even more.
i may be a sinning slave of sensation, but it takes my mind off the fact that i have no feelings for anyone,and that i am so much more afraid of what feelings others have for me. it takes my mind off of it for a few days.
just like $32 of candy takes my mind off of it.
and damn, that candy was good
posted by creep at 8:21 AM
