anniversaire

my birthday is coming up.

my birthday last year was pretty rotten. i was stupid and sulking. and the suicide party. oooohhh what a mess. the thread and the actual party(for me anyway)

i left the party for a ridiculous reason (can anyone guess? it starts with a 'b' and rhymes with 'toy')
but i also knew about 4 people there. it was a party being shared with savannah for chrissakes. the party girl extraordinaire. plus my costume wasn't very good.

if someone were to throw me a party again this year, i'm sure it would be a small group of individuals. and nothing would make me happier.

this city blows. my anonymity is a total blessing