i'm too fucking nice

every month, a lot of money i don't have is being received by:

1-world vision: i'm now sponsering 2 kids, a girl named miriam in peru and a boy named bishawjit in bangladesh. miriam is sponsered by my family, so i only pay $10. but i got suckered into sponsering the little boy by someone on the street. that's $35 a month. why must they have the pictures of the children? why? WHY WHY WHY?!?!
2-greenpeace: $12 a month
3-amnesty international: $15 a month
4-unicef: $12 a month

$84 a month.

i don't have a job. i don't have money. and i don't know how to say no. dammit dammit dammit