my mom had surgery

finally.

she's doing great.

hopefully this takes care of everything.

i hate hate hate when people are phony.

like, when they're nice to your face, and then you find out they're saying totally fucked up things about you behind your back. and the stuff they talk about doesn't even concern them.

well, don't expect me to be civil to you ever again

2008

my 21st year.

this past year has been my worst/best year.
although the bad things that happened this year... unexplainable,
the good things definetly out-weigh the bad.

in 2007
-i had a mohawk
-i lived in 3 different houses
-i turned 20, leaving teenager-dom behind for good
-i cut two people who made me feel terrible out of my life
-i started seeing a doctor regularily
-i've been a lot less sick
-i've quit smoking for a month
-i'm returned to my roots
-i had a job, cleaning up after crazy old people
-i ruined a friendship
-i did things that made my parents cry a whole lot
-after some work, i stopped doing the things that made my parents cry
-i weakened my immune system
-then, strenghtened my immune system
-i took a well needed break from school, then returned when i was ready and focused (and now i am doing well)
-i lost some friends, but got to figure out who my good good good friends are
-i joined journalist wolf, i started playing music with my love under the guise 'the incredible melting band' and i've continued vulva culture in secret
-oh yeah, i started dating this guy craig which was the best descision i've ever made, despite the negative consequences.
-i fell in love

the good definetly out-weighs the bad.

this year i...
-graduate with a degree
-i turn 21
-i get to travel with craig and music
-my parents cut the cord (scary, but not too bad)
-i get a full time job ( in my industry hopefully)

2007 was good, but 2008 will be incredible.