a plethora of disney movies

disney movies.
awesome.
i think i'll be taking a lot of them back to halifax with me.

my favorite disney movie? robin hood. obviously. roger miller as a lute playing rooster? robin hood a sexy fox? prince john a cowardly, and apparently female, lion? awesome. my favorite song from that movie is 'not in nottingham.' it's so sad.

i've watched aladdin, robin hood, the lady and the tramp and the little mermaid today.

here's a song from aladdin.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-EkT8Dz2YLk

shitty christmas: 1992-2006

there's always something wrong with christmas.
this year was shaping up to be an ok christmas.
my brother and i both away from home, so we appreciate everything so much more.
my dad and mom BOTH having ALL DAY off.
my mohawk.
you get the picture.

well, i guess i'm gonna be bringing something brand new to the table.
i'm sure it will seem like it's raining shit by the 26th.

i'm nervous, and i'm sad. and i feel awful.
i'm all anxious about a new boy that's entered the picture. gross. i feel like i've been jabbed in the kidneys 800 times.
and i was upstairs watching tv all excited about smoking my last cigarette(until tomorrow)
but as it turns out, i'd already smoked it.

i love jen

jen is my best friend.

i haven't had a lot of best friends in the past.
my friends are my friends. i see them all the time.
but jen. that's a different story.

jen.
she became by best friend when she walked home with me from the apple barrel once.
we talked about my crush on sean macgillivray.
she was around when that crush died.
she was around for pretty much everything.
this year has been extraordinary. emotionally, it's been the worst year of my life.
my first best friend died. she was my best friend when we were 5 or 6 years old. her father is severly distrurbed, psychologically, and she died when she asked her father to kill her. and he did. he beat her head in with a hammer. after i heard this news, i wanted to die a little bit. but jen was around. she didn't know the whole story, but no matter what, she was still around.
i don't care what fucking shit people have with her. she is my best friend in the world. and those people can say whatever they want. this girl is part of me now.

jen, seriously, i don't know what i would do without you right now. we have to talk serious about something very soon. it's something very serious i've brought up previously. i'll explain face to face.

i just thought, right now, that i should express that you are my very best friend. and i don't think i could ever lose you as a best friend.

alright. off to bed. then to work. then to figure out how to tell someone something that is weird and scary.

new ashtray...

...stale pizza crust. works perfectly.

news: i hate doctors.
i'm never using febreeze in my room ever again. i want my cat to live

werk smerk

so.
my last day at the italian market is on the 15th. i was there longer than i was at my last job. that's pretty much all i'm proud of.
i like the people i work with a whole lot. most of them anyway.
but 100% of my attention and energy has to be focused on school.
and 100% of my money has to go towards my $496 visa bill.

goddammit